[dndallen]

Good afternoon, my is Dawn and I have used adipex and phentermine off and on (mostly on) for the past 12 years. I double dosed every other day after I become immune to the effects. I have now been off of adipex for more than 4 months and feel miserable not from withdrawal but from the sight of my body!!! Now that I can't find it I have ballooned up to 180lbs. I have never in my life been this BIG! My metabolism is completely gone so even when I diet and exercise it does nothing for me. I had a complete hysterectomy a few years ago and that has done nothing but slow my metabolism more. I did order phentramine a few months ago and it did not work for me...I was agitated and moody where before on phentermine or adipex I did not have those sight affects. I have been trying to order online but of course I have been unsuccessful. I have gained so much weight that I now have reflux, my arms go numb when I sleep, and I can't breath as well. Did I mention that I am only 4'11? What do I do? I knew that this day would eventually come and I wouldn't be able to order adipex or any of the generic versions BUT I am at a lose and feel like I am doomed to weigh 200 lbs or more...please help!