I didn't get big until my first pregnancy. I was never a skinny girl, I was 5'8" in HighSchool and 135 my Freshman year and Sophmore year, 150 when I graduated -- a sz 10. I stayed that sz until my first pregnancy. And so began my weight roller coaster.
I'm a firm believer that the Typical American
diet is killing us slowly. I did not live in the US and when I moved here I put on a few pounds instantly, I was pregnant shortly there after.
The High Fructose Corn Syrup in everything is causing disease. HFCS is a hazmat chemical! Pasteurized dairy would kill a baby cow, why on earth would I want to put that in my body?
Even though I know this an live it for the most part, my days of not knowing probably lead to my thyroid failure, in addition to roller coaster weight gain and loss with children. So, now I have hypothyroidism and
weight loss is permanently more difficult.
I have signs of prediabetes. I have early signs of perimenopause. I'm a wreck at age 32.
I wish I had never gained the weight. I have come to the realization that food is my enemy, I will never be able to eat what I see others eat, once I really accept what it is that I need to do for myself, I know I will do it. I just need some help getting there!
I want to be a skinny person.