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Old 09-19-2009, 06:44 PM   #24 (permalink)
nikkimacawgirl
 
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Start Weight: 248
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i guess i have been really lucky. when i did this in 2007 it quit working in about 6 months so i got off it, my body became immune to it. i was happy i lost 24 pounds but not happy i couldnt get under 200lbs. i didnt have any withdraws at all. i just simply gave up. then after numerous attempts to loose weight on my own, and hearing my friend was doing phen with the cookie diet i decided to try again. over 2 years i did put on 48lbs. now thats my fault for eating fast food all the time. im hypoglycemic so my metabolism is shot to begain with which makes that that much harder for me to loose. but over the 2 years i didnt crave phen at all. i do see the dependency on it though, especially when nothing else works. but is it really that bad, when you take a break from it and try it again when your eating the right stuff this time? i will probably go on and off phen forever or at least until i get off 80 more pounds. to me its not a matter of addiction, but a matter of wow something finally helps, maybe iff i can get rid of the rest of this weight i wont become diabetic and they hypo will go away. even if i do become addicted, which i highly doubt. (exp. with a few diffferent drugs and never got addicted, even broke the chocolate addictioN!) i would rather be phen addicted with it working then diabetic which alot of my family is. good luck to you!!

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