I'm sure you can find someone on here who has a similar amount of weight to lose.....have you checked out some of the journals? Otherwise you can start a journal of your own if you feel it might help.
I have been on Phentermine for one week. I've noticed reading the journals that there are several "newbies" here. I would love lose at least 46 more lbs. Keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.