I want a buddy!!!

jessicacagan2007 · 07-17-2008, 03:53 PM

HOLY CRAP! lol wow wasn't expecting that. That is crazy, so generous of you for finding his family, lol maybe you shouldn't have though. No offense to anyone but sometimes people who don't know their family are better off not too. I have a friend back home, well he is my cousin now, he married my cousin karie. He doesn't want to know who his parents are or even meet them, but his brother however, did meet his real parents. Its all a matter of choice, in their case, they weren't that horrible I suppose. I never met them though. Well Im trying to get some studying in,

Im dealing with some stuff too. Nothing as bad as yours. Just yeah haha... I will write you tonight when I get home from work! Hope things are well for you! Bye for now, eat good! lol
Jess

jessicacagan2007 · 07-18-2008, 12:21 PM

Hola! It's 7 am Friday morning! Hopefully things are getting better on the homefront? Off subject of that though,

What day do you usually weigh in? Any good news ? lolWell anyhow hopefully your doing well... I am doing okay eating wise. So so... Been keeping up with the 6 meals sort of. Keeping the calories each meal down. For eaarly breakfast I just had half of a protein bar for now. Later around 9 i may have a bowl of cereal or something.

Anyways I will look forward to your response if you have time before work. If not have a good day!
Jessica

tiffridesaharley · 07-18-2008, 11:14 PM

Hi Jessica,

I weigh in Friday mornings so this morning I stepped on and whew 2 more pounds. That is a total of 5 for my first week. Not as great as it was last time I used phen but a loss is a loss. I didn't work today, I drove 300 miles. My inlaws live in South Dakota and they are taking my 3 kids for a week. I had to meet the mother in law halfway. I just got back a little while ago because I stopped and went shopping on the way home. FREEDOM!! I sucked for eating today, I had a McDs BBQ Chipotle Chicken Snack Wrap and an Iced Coffee. That's it and it wasn't a very healthy meal either. It is hard when you are traveling with the kids and you need to stop for lunch. I am not wasting hours bringing them into a restaurant. Drive thru is the only way to go. I can't exactly eat a salad and drive so, oh well. The meal still came to only 380 calories though, so I guess I am not a totally bad person. But it is now after 6pm and I haven't eaten anything else today. I don't know what to do for dinner when there isn't any children here.
If I could keep up the 5lbs a week, I could lose 35-40 lbs before my hubby gets home. I am ok with our mini goals for fall, I think we can attain them. I better go, I need to find a friend to go out to dinner with or something. It is kinda boring at home with no kids.

Later,
Tiff

jessicacagan2007 · 07-19-2008, 10:58 PM

Hey Tiff, I wish I lost that much, I don't think the pill works that well with me. But hopefully it does I don't know. Im still going to keep trying. I dont know if it was you, but if i give up now even if it is only 1 pound a week better than nothing it all adds up! Well hehe I think we're going to see the dark knight, i just got home from work, ugh. Well hope the rest of your weekend goes well! ttyl!
Jessica

tiffridesaharley · 07-20-2008, 06:18 PM

My weekend is going great. Very productive. I dropped my kids off with the inlaws Friday, Yesterday I cleaned my house ALL DAY scrubbed every surface. I still have to finish my room. It is the messiest of the house because I don't know the meaning of "try something on, hang it back up". It is a total sea of clothing. I am going to try to get rid of a bunch of it. This morning I got up and mowed the lawn, which is a pain because it is over an acre. Weed whipped around the retaining wall and around the trees. It almost looks like when my hubby does it. He is much better and neater at doing lawn work. I leave clippings everywhere and right now I am too tired to try raking them up. My plan for the afternoon is to finish my room and maybe get a walk in tonight. I never have time to exercise because I am either working, cleaning up after the kids when I get home, or sleeping. It is a non stop vicious cycle. They are gone this week so maybe I can focus a little more on me. I wanna make that scale move this week!! I have found the last few days that I lose more if I don't pay attention or obsess over what I am eating. I will eat what I want, but the Phen makes me stop eating LONG BEFORE I would have stopped before. Half my problem when I obsess of the food is that I have a hard time getting all my calories in. My body goes into instant shut down at that point. Well, I just wanted to check in, back to work around here. I want to live in a clean, kid free environment for at least one week. They are coming home Friday.

jessicacagan2007 · 07-20-2008, 06:51 PM

WOW! you had a very productive day! I haven't done too much this weekend except work. Ugh. I worked 2-8 on friday and 9-5 on saturday, Today all I have done so far is go to church and come home and I cleaned out the refirgerator. I have had things in there for a while. eww. And I will vacuum and possibly get on the tredmill or do laps in the swimming pool! Have to go into a store meeting later today. Pain in the butt! I will write more tonight though! My husband made lunch, how sweet. lol ttyl
Jessica

jessicacagan2007 · 07-21-2008, 04:50 AM

Hey Girl!

I had somewhat of a good day. I went to church this morning as I already said yea yea, lol my husband made me lunch. Which was really nice of him. I appreciated it, he made chicken parmesian, and i made a side salad with low fat ranch. Borderined but I felt okay bout it. BUT later at the store meeting at my work, they had pizza. I had 1 slice, thats all. It was an interesting meeting. Kind of nice, they had someone say something nice about everyone. I work with all women lol, so we are all emotional. Everyone said some really nice and funny things.

But when I came home me and my husband walked a couple miles around our neighborhood and casually looked at some houses for sale lol... Anyways, I hope you had a good day! I will write again tomorrow. Byyye

Jessica

jessicacagan2007 · 07-24-2008, 12:40 PM

Hmmm Tiff are you alive? Or just having too much of a good time without the kids? lol Haven't heard from you, ugh only lost 1 pound when I weighed in on Tuesday, better than gaining! Well hope all is well...
Jessica