Well, today was my second day off of
phentermine. The first day I did it because well I'm not sure why, but today I said to myself "here's my true test...Can I really be good without my phen?"
I have noticed lately that I haven't been binging, but I've been eating more sweets and stuff. I've been mostly 160lbs and staggering between 159-160-161. So, I have realized that even though I've been taking the phen everyday, it's not doing anything anymore. Here's what else I have realized:
1) Even though I don't take the phen, I'm still not constantly hungry like I use to be (pre-phen). My body has finally learned that I don't need food constantly.
2) I'm not as dependant as I thought I would be on phen. It's still too early to tell, but so far I haven't thought about it at all.
3) I can do this on my own now. The phen has done it's job, and I feel like it's telling me "I've taken you this far, now you must do the rest on your own."
I think I'm going to try it for a while without the phen and see where it goes. I am halfway to my goal, and now it's definitely harder to drop the weight (I went from 17-to 6-to 5lbs a month! UGH!) but I am very motivated. If I don't see results and my appetite comes back within a week, I'll get back on, but if not then I think I'll be saving the rest of my phen (almost two months worth) until I really need it (if ever).
Is anyone else at this stage? How is it coming?
Thanks guys!
