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i just realized i put this post in the wrong section oops. ya i normally dont battle extreme depression unless im taking phen. or after a breakup or something. welbutrin hasnt kicked in yet for me. but i notice after i come down for the day, since it has me at a high, thats when the spaceyness and lack of wanting to do anything and depression kicks in. whats making me happy is when i talk to my long distance boyfriend and know everything is ok. the drop with the phen isnt helping me handle the situation good at all and i cant think clear so when i drop like that my past kicks in worse about what men do and i expect the worst. im hoping that the welbutrin will help kick in and make me not feel like that.
i tried prozac in the past when my doc that i was having anxiety attacks and it was actually low blood sugar, it made me feel like a zombie, i went to work and didnt know my name it was so bad.
celexa gave me really bad sexual side affects, but man it made me not dream and i really liked not dreaming! i slept in peace for once. i have psychic dreams, and spirit dreams, like spirits talking to me or haunting my house. sometimes i even get names and stuff in them them. i have always had dreams like this since i have been a kid, or nightmares where people are trying to kill me and i wake running. so i cant blame this on the side affects of phen. i ordered some cymbalta over seas im waiting on that. that is for anxiety and people who over worry about everything, and have problems with relationships, im hoping that will help me. im tired of worrying about everything over anylizing everything, and expecting the worst with everything, which again comes from my past. this is the first relationship that i have been in that i think can work, and im scared to death, and not handling it well. its easier to be alone then feel like this, so maybe one of the two antidepressants can help me with this.
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