[NeedtoLose]

I am considering getting weight loss surgery. I just had to type that somewhere. To see it. To make it real. I am going to a 3 hour class tonight. It is at a local hospital, that has a bariatric surgery area.

I will let you know what I decide. :-(

[NeedtoLose]

Nope, no surgery. I am just not ready to go that route. I still think I can do this.

Here is my progress so far:
Jan 3, 2005 - 273
June 7, 2005 - 248.6 Started Phentermine after losing weight on SBD.
June 14th, 2005 - 242.6
June 21st, 2005 - 243.0 TOM
June 28th, 2005 - 238.0
July 12th, 2005 - 234.6
July 19th, 2005 - 234.6 TOM
July 26th, 2005 - 232.4
August 2nd, 2005 - 231.0
August 9nd, 2005 - 230.0
August 17th, 2005 - 228.2 TOM
August 22nd, 2005 - 226.0
September 13th, 2005 - 224.0 TOM
September 20th, 2005 - 223.0
September 27th, 2005 - 222.0
December 16, 2005 - 224.6
January 3rd, 2006 - 221.00
January 9th, 2006 - 219.0
April 10, 2006 - 226.2
May 3, 2006 - 227.8

Damn, the weight is creaping back up. I have not been sticking to my diet or exercising, so I should not be suprised. I am so disappointed in myself. I wanted to go down MORE and instead I am going UP! I CANNOT get back to where I was at 273! I will not allow myself to go there. I do not want to get any higher than I am today! I NEEEED to do this, for my health and for my self esteem.

[busymom]

Sounds like you are very determined. Keep in that frame of mind and you can do it!

Good luck!