Jens diary

Jennifer_Lynn · 03-05-2006, 03:25 PM

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Okay so I am completly new on this thing and I have no idea how it works so I am just going to wing it. My 20th birthday is in 3 days and I have never felt more like a failure. I have always been over weigth but in the past month I have recently hit my low with hitting 300llbs. Two weeks ago I was at 306 and currently I am at 299 so I have lost a little weight. Every time I get bored or depressed I eat. I am a very active person but I am not in very good shape. I really want to look amazing but even more than that I want to be healty. I am so scared that something really bad is going to happen to me because of my weight and I am dedicating myself to make it stop now. I need support though because this is hard and I can not do it alone. My friends really do not see the big deal because they are all slim so even when i try to get them to help me they usually wont. I have a goal to weigh to 115 pounds and I starting that goal by saying that I want to lose 20 pounds by May I have already 7 so that makes me really happy. 7 is not alot but hey I have to start somewhere. :razz:

**jessielynn0521** · 03-05-2006, 03:35 PM

yay way to go on loosing the 7 lbs I am so proud of you if you are looking for support you have come to the right place everyone here is awesome i just love them so much if it werent for them i probably would have already cheated on my diet hang in there hun i have 135lbs to loose so i will be here for a while i am here if you need anything we can do this!!!

**NolezGirl** · 03-05-2006, 05:05 PM

Losing 7 pounds is a big deal! Don't diminish that sweetie! It is quite an accomplishment.

Welcome and congrats on taking the plunge! Think about how much weight you can lose in the next year! That way when your 21st b-day comes around you will be an even hotter little lady!

Do you have a plan for eating/exercise yet?

amandads · 03-05-2006, 09:39 PM

Hey Jen-

First of all WAY TO GO on that first 7lbs. That is an awesome start!

My starting weight was and still is 283. The scales say I haven't lost anything but I know better. I wouldn't have gotten into a pair of jeans if I hadn't lost anything. So anyway, our weight goals are about the same. I'm going to just 145-135, but I still have over 100lbs to go. I'm right there with you. I know it's going to be a long journey but SOOO worth it in the end. Keep up the good work and please keep us posted.

**yesimln** · 03-06-2006, 02:42 PM

Well they say every journey starts with a step or something like that - welcome to our little club. Believe me when I tell you, you are not alone. I seriously doubt you were a failure 2 weeks ago but I know for sure you are not one now. Two weeks into a plan, and you are focused on a goal. And you've seen some results, which is great. Now's the time to get your body moving a little more and rely on the kindness of strangers (soon to be new friends!) to help you through the rough spots that we all encounter. I know you can do this! We believe in you! Keep us posted. Ellen

**dreamy039** · 03-06-2006, 04:51 PM

hey :smt039
Way To Go 7 lbs already Keep It Up!
And welcome to the site everyone is here to do the same thing to lose weight and to help each other. LOTS OF LUCK ON LOSING WEIGHT!

Dreamy

**msmonica** · 03-08-2006, 07:09 AM

Welcome to the forum :gg2:
and 7 lbs is awesome. You should be very proud of yourself, I am ;-P
at this site you will get advice , encouragment and get motivated in doing this for yourself. remember its not impossible but very possible.
please keep us posted and good luck
MOnica

**jessielynn0521** · 03-18-2006, 04:01 PM

hey just checkin in on you to see how you are doing have a great weekend