The scale read 203 , that would make my total weight loss today at 11 lbs. 11bs since staring phen on July 31,2006. I am over the moon When I said in an ealier entry that I had been down this road before and I wanted to share that story.
About two years ago I got very skinney for me , in fact I stop taking pehn and I countinued to loose weight. I was still that fat girl in my head I lost the lbs on the scale but my spirit was still that size 16 woman just fitting into smaller jeans. I was HOT and all outside indications pointed to it, but I had not done the the physical and spiritual work so I was not the whole person I needed to be to maintain the success I had.
This time is different! I might as well be at goal weight because where I am in my physical and spiritual connection with the weight lost is on POINT
I am having a love fest with myself. I work out 5-6 days a week and I say the the most affirming things to myself. When I step on the cardio machine I say , "Hey pretty girl let's do this! I talk to each muscle as I work on a machine that targets it. I say " I know you are getting long and lean and sexy and I love the the strength that you are gaining.
I repeat affirmations, I see my self stronger and I am so proud of each step of this process. I learned from the past. When I get back to HOT I will be even hotter than before . I will continue to affirm myself for myself and be as loving and as kind and honorable to my BEST self. I love myself more than I ever have in the past and it is such a powerful place to be. I believe this is where the magic happens. Love is the most powerful tool and weapon that we have and when we give it to ourself its power grows expontially. I wish you all the success you desire,we are powerful beyond measure. :razz:
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