Gettin' Mine and Lookin' FINE in 2009!!

**onyxlibra** · 01-13-2009, 04:19 PM

Hey guys!!! So this is my first entry in my weight loss journal...Yay!

I'm still excited, very much so, but I went to the doc today and as you can see I weigh 287! The gym's scale said 284...n' I know that I have NOT gained 4 lbs in a week. I'm not happy about that, but u know what I say..forget about it. As of 930am on the 13th of Jan 2009 I'm not letting that scale read ne thing above 287. NO MORE! That is for sure. And I didn't get my phen today...it was a consultation. Go figure, not like I've never been to the doc. But whatever, I have another appt. on Thursday so I am SO praying that they'll get the physical over and blah blah blah and give me my phen. I just need this boost ya know? I almost walked out of the office n tears cuz I was so disappointed. Granted I wasn't gonna start the phen till Saturday ne way so I guess it's really not a big deal. 287...lol Those numbers keep playing over n' over in my head...can u say broken record? But ne ways...I need to buy some more water bc I'm out and we all know the importance of drinking water, whether you're on phen or not. So wish me luck for thursday guys. I'm hoping that the doc will realize that I'm serious and I know I can do this...I've lost 60lbs before with no medication at all...that was right before I got pregnant of course! So I KNOW I CAN DO THIS. I HAVE TO. This is for life guys. Till later...*SMOOCHES*

razntwins · 01-13-2009, 04:28 PM

Good luck on Thursday....Keep us informed!!

**onyxlibra** · 01-13-2009, 04:34 PM

Thank You! You guys will be so informed so often you will get tired of me...lol. N' u do the same.*SMOOCHES*

transformer · 01-13-2009, 04:41 PM

With your state of mine you really will be fine. Please keep us posted. You know you've found the BEST place for support.

Take Care
Lisa

**mistyc** · 01-13-2009, 07:17 PM

good luck and let us know if you need anything

sari1515 · 01-14-2009, 01:20 AM

Great step in starting your journal.

Now we can stay here and follow your progress. If your doctor doesn't give you the phen, don't worry, I know there are weightloss center all around that will prescribe it and monitor your health closely. The best thing you are doing right now is getting a head start on your plan.

Good job, keep it up and keep us posted.

**onyxlibra** · 01-14-2009, 03:08 AM

Awww..thank you guys. I am so glad that this site exists. N' I am also so tired right now. Lemme tell you, and you guys already know this, but this is a daily struggle, I have to take it day by day...sometimes hour by hour. N' at this particular hr I am beat...I did good today. Still a lil disappointed about no phen, but overall it was a good day. I hope you guys had an awesome day and keep up the good work! Till later...*SMOOCHES*

sari1515 · 01-14-2009, 03:44 PM

Hope you are having a great day! Just dropped by to check how you're doing. Have a good one and remember to drink plenty of water.